For many Americans, we wake up in the morning and look forward to smelling and drinking that special morning cup of coffee. For some of us though, it doesn’t stop after 1 or 2 cups. Some of us just have to keep drinking that coffee until late in the morning. We leave an extra 15 minutes early for work just to stop at our favorite coffee spot to pick up a cup. If you are one of those people, you are probably addicted to caffeine.
In this “I want it now” America, we have many addictions, some of them harmless (so we think) and others are family breakers.
So just what is an addiction?
In Webster’s, addiction is defined by “A compulsive engagement in naturally rewarding behavior or compulsive drug use, despite adverse consequences. It can be thought of as a disease or biological process leading to such behaviors”.
Although my thoughts here are directed to us men, I hope that some women will keep reading on and maybe will gain some insights on how us men see things.
This is not a topic which I look forward in sharing, but I do feel it is important enough that we as men need to think about and the consequences of it. What I am referring to is the addiction to porn. When I was growing up, the only time you saw naked women was in magazines like playboy, but now with the computer age that has changed everything. It is so easy to find porn on the internet and it is so very easy to be drawn into it and be addicted.
It may seem harmless at first, like what does it hurt to watch 1 or 2 movies? Then maybe a week later another 1 or 2 then maybe 3 or 4 days another. This can go on for a month or more. Before you know it, porn becomes the force that you just can’t get away from. The addiction of porn comes on you so slowly, that you don’t even realize your hooked.
As harmless as it seems, (talking from experience) it will or can have devastating effects of every day life, especially if you are married. You may think that there is no harm watching porn after all, you would never have sex outside your marriage. Like I stated before, porn is a slow burner. You watch it and it stays with you and will bring you back to want more. After a long enough time you become desensitized and want even more, then making love to your wife becomes boring and so you make up excuses that your wife won’t do this or that so you rationalize going outside your marriage to fulfill that lust porn has created. Once you have acted on that lust, you have put your marriage and your health into jeopardy just because of that first time of watching 1 or 2 harmless porn movies.
Yes unfortunately, I have been there years ago a time of which I wish I could forget. A time that has left an ugly mark on me and at a big cost.
So ok, How do I get away from it?
First of all, you need to understand that porn is an addiction and it is as just as bad if not worse than drugs. You need to admit that you have this addiction and in some cases, you will need to go or find an addiction center that will help you overcome it. If your loved one or spouse doesn’t know, you need to sit down and have a very serious conversation with her. (I didn’t say it would be easy) You also need to take time and understand more about yourself. Know what your limits are and reset your priorities. You also need to know that men are wired up in such a way, that we get turned on just by looking. God made us that way and it is not a bad thing. But we also need to exercise self-control and know that it can be dangerous without it. Women, I want you to know also that if you have a man addicted to porn in most cases, IT IS NOT YOU THAT MADE HIM DO IT. SO DON’T BLAME YOUR SELF. We as men sometimes fantasize on what it might be like with another women, it is just that a fantasy, most of us never have the intention of ever doing it or going outside our marriage. Your man still loves you but porn has taken over his thoughts and emotions and he is going to need a lot of help over the next few years to recover if he is seeking help. If he is not getting help, be understanding and loving. Offer to seek help with him. At this point, he really needs to know you still love him and care for him. He knows he has broken his commitment to you and is probably just as devastated from it as you are. Knowing his women still cares for him even after what he has done will hopefully give him the strength he needs to seek help.
Of course, everything I have said here is only my opinion. I am not a Doctor, I am only speaking out of experience and like all addictions there are many other factors at play also. I got help and I hope other men will do the same. Porn can and has destroyed families and marriages and you as a man if you let it. Porn is not an addiction we here much about because it comes on so slow, but it is as widely spread if not more than illegal drug use. Please take porn as a serious matter. Watching just 1 or 2 movies WILL harm you, I have seen it happen to many of my friends, yes even my Christian friends and it has happened to me. We as Christians are not immune from this ugly addiction. God will help us fight through and overcome, but the best thing is not even to get close to it.